I can't feel the beggings of the rushing questions
they usually come to me in the form of
mutated frogs, peaking out over-
and they just don't
help much, mostly I never see them
but I know they are-
and that
drives me crazy
for I want to see them in full stride
as tadpoles even, if there is such a thing
and brush up against them then
and learn, or maybe even to devour the eggs
right after fertilization
to get the purest taste of life,
right at the souls inception
If I could reach this, maybe I could follow
the process backwards, and latch onto the souls
thread my fist
and from there climb to heaven
and here jump into the pool of constants
and emmerse myself in the world before questions